Managing Life

Yesterday was my first day of work. It went okay, considering.

I am trying to stay positive. I really want to fall into my old routine of being unhappy and annoyed, but I am fighting it. I want this time to be different. I want this time to be something more.
I don't want to disappoint Sam again.

Plus I want to show myself that I can grow up. That I can take the responsibility of having a job and keeping it. Hah.

Lets see: Positive things about Work-

1. I can paint my nails crazy colors
2. I can wear pretty much anything I want to except for jeans and heels
3. It is literally, down the street
4. I get an hour lunch when I work 8 hours
5. Work is generally easy
6. The money isn't bad
7. After six months I can try to get into the manager's program
8. It follows me wherever we go next
9. The people I work with are nice
10. I learn a lot of things
11. Pretty chillax
12. Just in time for the holidays!

Okay, I feel a lot better. I'm ready for work!!